Yesterday I had a roller coaster of emotions type of day, I was up then down. It wasn't till the ride was over that I realized that there was really no reason for all of that. It all started because a few negative thoughts had slipped into my head; I was feeling alone and without friends. I would like to blame it on Facebook. I spent an hour of my day yesterday looking at my friends and editing my profile when I realized that more than half of those hundreds of people I do not have any contact with and now some of the people that I have been closest to in my lifetime are blocked. Yes boyfriends what a concept that is, they can make you feel so safe and happy. And in the turn of a card become your enemy.. Alright perhaps enemy is too strong a word. But I feel completely betrayed. These people were my closest friends, and when I broke up with them they did everything possible to distance themselves from me. I just wish things would have been different.
Alright but enough about that. After I took sometime to let a few tears out yesterday, I evaluated my life and just like that I noticed the other important individuals that still reside there. My parents though we are not BFFs they will always have my back no matter what I do, and I have done my share of messing up. My lovely sister who hates to see me sad and vanishes my frowns from the face of my face :-) instantly. And well there billions of humans out there, many of them interested in getting to know a girl like me. So what if a few boys chose to do without me. There are plenty of gentlemen out there that would do anything for a second of my time. And yep it was actually quite easy to get over it. And now I feel great.
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